I go by Dalila. It took me 17 years to realize happiness doesn't come all that easy.I'm going to live life the way I want to some day.My lifes one big crazy mess for sure and I'm the nicest, cheeriest person you might ever meet and I strive for other peoples happiness, despite all my own sadness. So this is my life, and I want you to know that i am both happy and sad, and I am still trying to figure out how that could be.Discover yourself, difficult as it sounds.